| Location | Blackburn |
| Age | 1 year, 9 months |
| Date of Birth | 12/2004 |
| Date of Death | 9/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,182 since 06/03/2007 |
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Holli Jade C happell was born on the 27th december 2004. she peacefully but suddenly died in her sleep on the 4th september 2006 age just 21 mths.
She was a loving and a bright little girl everybody fell in love with her.
we cant believe how someone so little would be taken from us.
she left behind her mummy and daddy but most of all her big brother callum age 3, who misses her so much, they was always toghether she was like his little shadow, never apart.
its past both our bed times
just thinking about you. i was remembering how you would follow you brother around granddads house, never too far behind. i remember callum had some motor bike thing which had a helmet and you'd take it it and put it on backwards. your mum misses you alot, always thinking about you.i miss you to but im sure your keeping you eye on us all
uncle duncan xxx
IN MEMORIAM 3 YEARS AGO TODAY
A MESSAGE JUST TO SAY WE MISS YOU STILL SO VERY MUCH AND THINK OF YOU NOT JUST TODAY BUT EACH DAY. IF WISHES COULD BE GRANTED AND ALL OUR DREAMS CAME TRUE WE WOULD WISH MORE THAN ANYTHING TO HAVE HAD MORE TIME WITH YOU
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
UNCLE CHRIS AND AUNTY CAROLINE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
3rd year without you
Tomorrow will be the 3rd year without you, it has gone so fast, i still sit and think y did it have to happen to me, y my little girl was taken away from us its just not fair.
I still cant believe that you have gone away i just keep hopin that you would come running through the door with callum, but i know that will never happen. I miss you so much.
Callum starts a group in october called Gift, it helps young children to deal with things and helps them open up, its for people who have lost love ones, hopefully it will help him.
You would have been starting reception class u would have looked so cute in ur little uniform, i would have put your hair up in pigtails but when you got into class you would have pulled them out u hated your hair up. You should have been a little boy u acted like one ha ha.
I am goin up to your garden tomorrow ansd going to put some beautiful flowers on just like you. Uncle Duncan has made you something to, i will put it on your garden tomorrow hope you like it.
Just want you to know your always in my heart and you always will be. I love you so much and wish i had you back, you prob know all this because i tell you all the time. You are my beautiful little angel.
Sleep tight princess love u loads mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
miss u so much
Hi babe only mummy again. only when i thought my life were getting better it gets worse. I wish i could explain everything to you but i cant. I miss you so much u was mummys little girl and you always will be sweetheart.Every time i close my eyes i picture you and think what would you look like now. will u still have beautiful long blonde hair? will u be pretty course you will u will be beautiful like you was. Oh babe i need you back here with me. just to hear ur name lightens up my life. No1 knows how i am feeling because i hide it, i keep everything locked up inside then when i cant handle it anymore i take it out on my husband mick i know i shouldnt but i do. I cant talk to him bout you because he didnt know you n when i do i feel like he gets bored of listening i dont think he does tho but cant help feeling like that, anyway princess you know how much i miss you and that i would do anything to have you back. I will love you forever untill we meet again your always in my heart.
mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Missing you xx
Hi my beautiful little angel. I have finally got a new laptop so il b able to come on here alot more now. Any way me and grandad went up to ur garden the otha day and put all new slabs and stones on it looked really pretty. I just want u to know that evan tho its nearly bin 3 years i still miss u like crazy, i think about you every minuite, every hour, every day. The pain has eased a little but im still hurting loads. I just want u back, back with mummy and your big brother callum he misses you so much i know that because he talks about you alot to hes new school friends. He doesnt really say much to me beacause he thinks i will get upset again, but i want him tp talk to me.
I got really upset the other day when i was sorting out callums room i found some of your stuff. I came across that little pink bin u used to have in your bedroom, remember the 1 you you got stuck in and u was cryin ha ha, callum came downstairs to tell me and befote i helped you out i took a picture of you ha ha u looked so funny rnt i a nasty mummy.
I love yoy so much babe and 1 day i will be able to be your mummy again and hold u in my arms til u fall asleep miss u so much holli. Now u play nicley with ur angel friends and please keep watching over us.
mummy xx
BIRTHDAY MEMORIES
THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR 4th BIRTHDAY. BUT THAT IS NOTHING NEW. FOR NO DAY DAWNS AND NO DAY ENDS WITHOUT A THOUGHT OF YOU. WE OFTEN THINK WHAT YOU WOULD BE LIKE ON YOUR 4th BIRTHDAY AND WE HAVE A SMILE TOGETHER AS WE CAN SEE THAT YOU WOULD BE THE BOSS OVER YOUR BIG BROTHER CALLUM AND AS CHEEKY AS EVER. WE ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH ALL OUR HEARTS AND YOU WILL BE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS.
LOTS OF LOVE UNCLE CHRIS AND AUNTY CAROLINE XXXXXXXXXX
my babes
hi baby im really missin you loads and if i cud choose anything in the world i wud av u bk no shadow nov doubt id give my life up so u cud enjoys urs. u r so young and wud av alot to look 4ward to. its gettin clo9se to ur 4th birthday wish i cud throw a party for you n watch u open ur prezzies and av all ur favourite friends over, u touched so many hearts, plz hols look after cal keep him safe dont know wot i do if i lost both my babies. love u loads sweetheart neva stopped thinkin bout u always in my heart love u foreva princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
HOLLI A MUCH MISSED NIECE
NO WORDS WE WRITE CAN EVERY SAY HOW MUCH WE MISS YOU EVERY DAY. TWO YEARS AGO TODAY YOU LEFT BEHIND OUR BROKEN HEARTS AND PRECIOUS MEMORIES TOO, BUT WE NEVER WANTED MEMORIES WE ONLY WANTED YOU TO BE HERE TODAY!
IN OUR THOUGHTS AND HEARTS TODAY AND EVERY DAY
LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES
UNCLE CHRIS AND AUNTY CAROLINE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
To my precious little girl
Hi sweetheart just want you to know that im sorry i havnt been on for a while, I have a really bad time lately, im missin you so much. I have just bought all callums uniform for school im should of been buying yor nursery uniform too.. You would of been in the same nursery as ella bella. She looks really cute in her uniform bet you would 2. Im sat here with a box of tissues i cant help it but it doesnt feel real evan after 2 years.
I still hope u would walk down the stairs but i know deep down itl neva happen, wish it did tho, i would do anything on this earth to have you back.
I wish you have met mick hes really good wi callum hes lovely and makes me really happy.
Oh yeah its your dads birthday today send him a kiss.
Miss you so much babe, love you with all my heart hope you have lots of fun with little jack xxxxxxxxxxxx
congratulations;
hi, Holli's mummy, hope you dont mind us leaving candles for your princess, its just that with losing Jack at 20 months old i feel as they are together if that makes any sense, they were the same age and i hope that they are together having loads of fun, congratulations on your good news, hope your both very happy i am sure Holli will be there, you never know Jack might even be there. Im sure Holli's big brother will look handsome in his suit, any way hope you dont mind us leaving Holli candles, take care and i feel just the same as you, i miss our Jack so much and it does get harder, every day is another day away from him, i hate it.
Sending you all our love and best wishes for the future, Wendy, Rob and family xxxxxxxxxxxx
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